2009-06-22 - 9:13 p.m.
I'm trying so hard right now to understand how fucked things in my life have become. for the first time in my life I have to borrow money from my parents because of how all of this is unfolding. 2 months later. its just one thing after the other; taking michelle's name off the house equals spending money I dont have. being told the car that she has that happens to be in my name is something she can no longer afford and if something doesnt happen QUICK, its going to be repoed....therefore then, TANKING my credit score.....what the fuck.....I'm trying so hard to find positives out of all of this, and they're there, but right now I just want it all to be over. the one option I suggested is that.....*taking slow deep breaths here*....that she take out a loan and buy the car that I have--which is less than $9000 and we then just switch vehicles. the payments on that are just $250.....the payments on her car that has my name on it are $450.....either way I'm fucked and getting the shit end of the stick. but dude, I dont want to have my credit ruined. am I too generous and caring? am I just fucking crazy? my car is a 2005 civic with a sunroof. her car is a 2007 subaru forester with lots of extra features.....I can afford it if it comes down to it. This should teach you people out there in diaryland that you should never ever ever ever ever EVERRRRRR put your name on a significant other's account of ANYTHING because months after you break up you'll still be feeling the repercussions......especially if they lacked financial independence or responsibility....
thats it....
