2009-04-12 - 3:41 a.m.
French Vanilla coffee and Hazelnut are my two favorite flavors....add a little cream and sugar and I'm good to go! Here I am sipping on Hazelnut right now while typing away on one of the computers at work.
I've started doing yoga more frequently now.....it helps me destress....and in my current living situation, there's lots of stress to be had. And I'll tell ya, I'm surprised at how long I've let it go on. Over the last week lots of shit and lots of drama has occured and I'm STILL trying to wrap my head around it.
So I share a phone plan with the two people living in my household and its never been more than 110 bucks, but this past phone bill.....I wanted to kill somebody. I had to sit at the kitchen table, taking Sloooow....Deeeep...Breaths...before I could even think straight. I dont think I had ever been so furious in my life. How the HELLLLLLLL can somebody talk on the phone at midnight and STLILLLLLLLL rack up the phone bill?! Maybe if you talk on the phone for 99 MINUTES at SEVERAL different times then you can rack up the phone bill. Almost 400 dollars later! Who can just talk on the phone for 99 minutes?!?!?!?!?! what the hell do you talk about for that long? She wasnt talking to me thats for sure.
besides the phone bill, the 20 year old boy that is living with me is behind in paying me rent. and is giving me the run around as to why he cant pay me.....or he'll LIE and say he didn't get paid this week. Why am I dealing with this unneeded aggravation you ask? I am actually still not sure, but I think a good part of if it is because he's Michelle's brother.....as of which, I just found out that even though he's behind on rent, he's being enabled to be the irresponsible bitch that he is because his parents--(her parents too)who dont like me--are giving him the money To pay me.....Another issue I have with this 20 year old boy is that he doesnt pick up after himself. Now, I may not have super high standards, but with my OCD things have to be in order, at least. I will tell you though, if things dont drastically change within a couple of weeks, I will be asking him to leave. Michelle and I have never argued so much--and with her communication skills--or lack thereof, Thomas is driving a wedge between us. I care about Michelle, I really do, but we are going through a rough patch right now and it sucks. oh, and Thomas's communication skills are even worse than hers! I've been told he's scare of me, which is rather pretty funny since I'm pint-sized!! Instead of talking to me he tries to like, win me over or something by bringing me "peace offerings". Just pay me and pick up your shit, thats all I ask, stop buying me stupid shit, seriously.
oh, I dont know where this ties in, but the other day my dad said that I have a type A personality. Really?! Really!?! I never thought I had a type A personality....Type A- maybe, but not A. haha. See, here's the thing....I tend to be a bit harsh when it comes to many things, but I'm just honest and straight forward and will tell you how it is. I dont mean to hurt your feelings but if you ask me what I think I will tell you! another thing Thomas has a problem with. Seriously, I have no idea why I havent kicked him out yet.....*shrugs shoulders, wide eyed*
GOOD NEWS!!!
I have a SISTER!!!! in short, this is somebody I hadn't seen in 25 years and never thought I would ever see her again, but about a month ago my grandfather tracked her down and had her get in touch with our dad! about 3 weeks ago now she came for a visit--and I'll tell you, I'm madly in love with my sister!! Ok, so here's the thing, 25 years ago her mom told our Dad that she was taking the kids and he would never be able to see them ever again. So, in reality I have 6 other siblings, but only ever talked about 2 of them because they were the only two in my life, and now, MY SISTER is back in my life and now I have 3 siblings! She's 28 (o: and we're best friends! (different moms, same dad).
Oh, lets continue the ranting and raving shall we! so I'm going to Denver for a week in June....For gay pride....by myself because Michelle hates big cities. I'm afraid of what I'm going to come back home too since Thomas has a hard time picking up after himself without me getting after him (its like I'm treating him like a 12 year old) and Michelle may not be as bad, but she has a tendency of leaving things around. I may have to hire a pet-sitter since I dont think I can count on either of them to feed the cats and ferrets....How shitty is that? That I dont feel as though I can count on them? It will be a neat learning experience though, even if I'm the only one learning anything from it. lol. I'll tell ya though, if I come back home to a disaster, there will be repercussions. lol. who knows though, Thomas might not be living with us for that long. *laughs menacingly*
I think I'm done writing for tonight. thanks for reading. haha
