2009-10-05 - 9:35 p.m.
I'm getting to know my roommate a little more. He's an anxious kid with ADHD, poor kid. and he's supporting himself at 21. I admire him because he seems to be working pretty hard and has goals. thats refreshing.
lets just hope it continues....he's been late on rent and instead of nagging I write him directive notes. pay me or the eviction process will begin by this date. he got that document stating what would happen if he didnt pay. Thursday is the last day of when I'll accept payment then if he's still late, I'm going to kick him out. I am beginning to like him so lets hope he proves me wrong and pays me what he owes me. (what would that be, say it with me now...."REFRESHING". haha)
he's so funny, asked about my being gay and asked if I had ever slept with a dude. then I asked him if he's ever slept with a dude. fuck....I forgot. anyway, I can pretend I never did, its my story and I'll tell it how I want to. haha. so then he said, "no, thats gross, I love women!"
and I laughed and let him know that thats what some girls love too, and even at that intensity. I love being gay, just as you love being straight.
my jobs......are going so well. I'm so content right now, things are incredible. I'm back in control of my life and it feels so good not having any of that baggage. I'm ready to let things go quicker now so if I have to cut ties with the roomie, I'll be ok with it.
and I love my friends. connections. friendships. conversations.
